I'm happy to report that I am... well, happy. I've decided to stop being such a freak and to stop over thinking this Steve thing. We talked a few times this week, and I saw him for a bit last night, and he was perfectly normal. He's actually pretty embarassed about the state he was in this past Sunday and is making an effort to calm down his excesses. I can certainly identify with that.
Everyone comes with a past - it would be stupid of me to throw away a potentially rewarding relationship out of some irrational fear of it, especially as he's trying to move forward. It helps that he calls me all the time and is visibly happy to see me when I walk into a room - it strengthens my fragile ego and instantly soothes my insecurities. He likes me, he really likes me!
So today he's meeting some of my friends - we're going to the restaurant he works at, where he will serve us food and drink and I will gush when he's out of earshot. It's always interesting to get a friend's take on someone you're into...
Anyway, said friends are visiting from out of town, so I really shouldn't be sitting in front of a computer ignoring them.
I promise I'll talk about something other than Steve next entry - my fixation is alarming even to me.
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